I was very sad to leave Thailand. The people were respectful and all were really nice during my visit. I was amazed at the prices of everything there. I could go and eat a steak dinner for a little over $3 and most everything else was cheaper than that. We would go to a restaurant and I would order 2 to 3 things and Narissa would order something for herself and we would get our drinks and it would be under $15. Clothes were very cheap there also. The two main things you need to survive were really cheap.
When I got home I felt so empty. We picked up where we left off with our chatting and phone calls. It was really strange to me for a while. I missed her so much it physically hurt. It was like going on a dream date for two weeks and then being alone afterward. I had a huge empty space to try and fill.
When I was with Narissa she would walk into the room and the aura of the room changed. Some of you may know how this feels or have experienced it before. The best way I could describe it was the room was filled with love. I am a thinker and I think all the time and I really can’t stop thinking even when I try to go to sleep. I have a really hard time sleeping because of this problem or gift as some have called it LOL. I would be thinking of what seemed like dozens of things and she would walk into the room and I would focus on her and I couldn’t think of anything else. I felt like a teenager in love all over again. Now you can see why I am so happy about our relationship. The feelings of young love all over again not only for me but her also. We are a perfect fit for each other. It was like we 100% complete each other a dream come true if you will. We applied for our visa papers to be married a long time ago. It seems like years ago it has been so long. We finally got approved for our visa and are waiting on security clearance and our appointment with the last part of the process. When this is passed I will book her flight to come to me once and for all. We have made a commitment to each other to be together forever. We both love kids and really want kids. We hope to have a couple of kids in our future. To be continued…
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